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In the past few months since around November I've been taking classes with a group called Aegis Consulting. The class itself is a presentation of the tactics and considerations to take both within a combat/fight environment as well as how it practically applies to every day life. 

In this past class the topic came up about the importance of having a goal in life. This then traveled into how and why a life goal is rather crucial to having a successful life. 

Ever since this I've been heavily considering where it is that I want to direct my life, and really what it is that I want to achieve. At this point I've made many attempts at various different arts to certain degrees of success. Then there comes up as well the varying decisions of careers. Simply put though this can all be summarized as me fumbling around with a vague concept/s but no actual decision or direction. 

At least for this particular moment I am wanting to make a more concrete definition of where it is I want my life to go, and what I want to do with it for that matter. Unfortunately this is no mean task and I've certainly had my work cut out for me. 

So far for what it's worth I seem to have an overarching theme connecting most if not all the actions I've taken in my life on a grand scale. In a very vague sense and also misusing of the term I am looking for independence. Unfortunately the term is still too broad to really touch what it is that I want to accomplish.

The truth is I am rather fond of utilities, internet, etc etc. So I am not too interested in going off the grid completely.  I like the idea of fresh food and living in my own corner of the world, but frankly I don't think I want to be spending all my time harvesting crops/repairing buildings/etc.

If I had to emphasis what I am thinking about it would be that I want to be financially at a point of not having to worry about money, period. On top of that I want to have the time to pursue improving myself. I'll figure out what to do from there, but right now thats where I want to get at. I don't necessarily think it will make me happy, but it will at least give me something to achieve and I do think it will improve how i feel about my current situation. 

Either way it's time for me to get heading to bed, but I did want to at least get this written down. As a quick aside as for the title I am currently fighting off what appears to be the flu >_>.

Thanks for reading
-Alexa
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Dear Self

Although it is understandable to treat illness from a physical perspective, it is important to also realize that you are also susceptable to energenic problems which can make you sick. Ignoring this does not make it go away.

In short when you've been sick on and off with various different illnesses for over half a month, it may be a wise decision to check the energenic condition of your body and living space.

That is all
-Alexa


PS: Does anyone wanna come over and do LBRP? *innocent smile*
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Well I don't have horribly long to type this because quite frankly I am up past when I should be. Normally I am off to the club dancing and feeding, but quite frankly I don't want to be cruel and get everyone sick by coughing on them.

So in standard Tweet/Twit/And uber quick high fashion type post style here is whats going on in my life:

+I have a new performance gig coming up May 9th. Details to come including ticket info
- I am sick as hell
+ I am getting better quick enough that it may not be strep
- I didn't get a new job that I thought I might. This is sad.
+Full steam ahead gypsy-land
+ Getting new music and mixing software for DJing
- Next to no free time
+What free time I have has been well spent on getting back into performance quality
- I miss my Xandi

Um..... yeah thats about all for now. I am pretty stupidly behind on chores thanks to the sick. Hopefully with me getting better I can get that stuff taken care of soon.

Anyone want to sharpen their skills of HTML and design to make me a webpage?

Thats all I got for now

TTYAL
-Alexa
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A note to remember when your friend thinks they have a great fun idea.

Walking a mile in freezing rain and snow in poorly prepared clothing when already exhausted and under-nourished is not the way to stave off the death plague.

No matter if your friend really thinks it is a fantastic idea. Passion on their part does not constitute an override to common sense.


*cough Shudder*

And on top of all that I had a bout of insomnia last night. It just happened to coincide with the first night I've spent away from Xandi in few days. I have this sinking suspicion I may have developed a dependency on sleeping next to her...


Back to trying to function at work..
-Alexa

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I don't have a ton of energy to write this, but I had to go to the ER again. The abcess relapsed and nearly required us to call 911 because it closed off my throat so severely.

I am ok now. They re=drained the abscesssxz and put me on round 2 of anibiotics that are stronger.

I am in a decent amount of pain, but I can at least breath relatively comfortable now, still hard to swallow and speak, but getting better.

thats all for now. Catch you all later
-Alexa

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