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Work has eaten my brain like zombies.
I am trying to minimize my online activity while at work so I haven't been able to post quite as much as I would like to. I've been spending 10-12 hours a day at work to make up for the time I lost while I was sick.
What time I haven't been spending at work I've been spending with Xandi. I have to say that girl has captured my heart in some pretty quick order. To be honest I am pretty happy for that too. Life is good yes, I don't need a person necessarily for it to be good, but I must say that she has taken an already good thing and taken it so past that it blows my mind. Love you hun :)
So with a lot of my time being taken up its no wonder that I haven't gotten to spend much time at home as of late. in contrast though I've found it hard to manage my energy there as of late. It mostly has to deal with sharing the space there on an energetic level.
I am currently sharing my space with someone and unfortunately they haven't been able to spend as much time at the apartment as of late. This has been causing some snafus on my side of things and trips me up a bit on keeping my energy set up and clean. Especially considering we keep both our stuff in the same room. There's been some talk of an eventual change over of space or moving around. Although I have really learned and gained a lot from sharing the space I look forward to eventually having more space, or more really just being able to spend more time at home without dealing with the energy crazy.
On another tangent in my life I have started training more regularly as of late. I've reached a point of critical mass where I can't just hold back anymore. Granted I've also had several people poking me about training more regularly. So all in all peoples look for info about me performing.
I also have a potential photoshoot coming up that people may be interested in. It is going to be a lingerie shibari shoot. Probably with high key lighting and lots of red and white. More info to come later on that.
For a note on my own end of things I officially parted ways with the Peruvian shamanism earlier this week. I haven't talked much about it because it was a very personalized decision that I had to sort out on my own. I think I will always draw from the experiences and growth that I had while doing the shamanism, but at the same time I am somewhat sad to say goodbye to it. It was something that was strongly prominent in my life for nearly 3 years.
It mostly boiled down to an issue where in order to continue I would have had to take my life in a direction that I wasn't really wanting or willing to go.
So I am rather sleepy and hopefully almost down here at work. I've just been waiting for some file transfers to finish between servers....